"Barreling On"

Hello there, Today so far has been an absolutely terrible week accomplishment and food-wise. I have explicit goals to really reduce my eating and/or clean it up. I think to keep things light today, I'll try to only eat two eggs and maybe some green vegetables for dinner today. It's important that I do not act like this is an end all. Additionally, I think I could try to finish up at least a rough draft with my joint paper that I will use for the history of science and critical thinking. I feel like this is a high school leveled paper that I could do in my sleep, which would be good because I really need to move forward and get back on track. Tomorrow I will clean up my work in counseling psychology because I feel as though this is also easily accomplished. After that I feel like I could be free for a while. Showering and taking care of my health also need to come into play. So right now, for instance,  I know that deep down I am craving food on campus and fantasizing abou...

Hello There. I've decided to give blogging a second chance as it serves as a calming mechanism for me. I don't know who I used to be relative to now, but if it's worth it, I'll keep continuing. This is generally more of an online diary than it is useful information for now, but I may go back to philosophizing like I used to once I get through this hurdle in my life. xxx Today has been aggravating so far. I've been trying to following the general advice of "If it takes a minute to do it, do it now," and with that said, I decided to finally trudge over to the bank for the third time in the past two weeks to try to settle some issues that I've been facing because I accidentally deposited a fraudulent check. One minute I told myself. However, after the busy manager told me she'd speak with me after 15 minutes, I ended up waiting over an hour for service that took five minutes. I walked out reflecting on how based on the power dynamics, she must...